Yeah. Really, what's life without obstacles. Even I've gone through it, am going through it, and will be going through so much more- things I'd never expected of. I can't believe it's actually happening to me right now, I'd even make millions if I ever write a book on my life. This is so absurd because I thought time flew fast enough just to let everything in the past went by, but it actually jumped back right now and, I don't know. I'm freakin speechless right now, I can't even say a thing about this, I have to keep it to myself, I can do nothing but pray hard and give myself, heart and soul to the Creator.. just that.
I'm afraid of what will be later, I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid that I'd lost every person I loved so much, I can't afford to lost them. What would be of me? I need to move forward, but I'm afraid that I'd left everyone out. I want to keep staying with them in this journey together. We're still family, together and apart.
I sigh way too much these days. Lol.
