Hello.
These few weeks has been so hectic with the upcoming exams and all the external disturbance, you know, like programs and all. And I'm having a severe homesickness plus some solved misunderstanding with friends. Because we're all tired, and even a little spark could make us mad at each other even though we didn't mean it. Luckily, it was solved. Apologised to each other. Yada yada..
But the thing is, I'm so frustrated when I couldn't have a chance to study and do revision when I wanted to. I've been wanting to do like, a preparation for the classes the next day but I can't. There must be some other works I need to put my head through and when I come to class, I suddenly feel so stupid and it's frustrating to feel that way. Now the exam is a few weeks away and there's another 2 and a half day freaking conference we need to attend 2 days before the first paper. 😪
I can't tolerate my schedule being changed by these programs and lecturers. I had a plan I've been following and now it's messed up. I hate it so much. Tell me what's the bright side of it 😭
I'm so exhausted.
But, of course. I forgot why I'm here at the first place. When I was accusingly thinking that I'm all alone and that life is hard, He's always there for me. It's just me who didn't put much effort to reach out to Him 😔
I was sinful at the first place. 😭
